Rap, Retirement, and Future Plans
I used to get on here and get some thoughts out fairly frequently some years ago, but I kind of fell off over the years, I'm honestly not even sure why I got on here today, Sep 25 2026, nor do I know where I'm even going with this, but here we are, so let's get it going. Every day I wake up and I say to myself, I want to rap again. I've been sitting at home for the past three months (more on that later), and I get up and say, damn, I wanna rap, why can't I get back to it? I've written some bars, I've hummed some ideas, I've been in the shower and bars hit me, and I'm like, yeah, that's it, I gotta remember that when I get out, then I forget them. When I sit down and write, I'm not liking the words that I write, so I get discouraged. It's not coming to me as easily as it used to before. There was once a time where I could hear a beat, sit with it for 5-10 minutes, and have a rhyme written shortly thereafter. It is not happening l...